Wednesday, July 27, 2005
I miss him. haha just recieved his letter and i don't know why i'm feeling so happy. is like real happy. its good to have at least know how he's doing over there yah? and how is he living?? haha and whether he got miss me anot??? haha but yes i guess he did. =) hahahahahaha but i was actually feeling kinda drained out just now. all the presentation, project and stuff. wasn't feeling really good just now and to add on to it, my feet hurts!!! its got blister all over and plaster also because they comes together one. got blister then got plaster. haha i guess the blister will probably stay on my leg temporary for about 3 days??? or maybe more than that if they happen to like my feet alot and decided to stay there for awhile longer. =)
what we could have been, 9:26 PM.
Yewww...the fishball noodle seller look alike teacher is now sitting beside me and seeing what i'm typing..hahahaha..of course not la. if not i won't be typing already yah? haha but she's just infront of me only la.but who cares??? yeah!!! its 4:51 now..9 more mins to dismissal. =)
what we could have been, 7:53 AM.
Monday, July 25, 2005
I am so so so so so so very very BORED!!!!! haha. and i miss him.
what we could have been, 9:50 PM.
Sunday, July 24, 2005
my sis just came back from er california training centre and told me about her joining of some programn which will hopefully, yes hopefully make her lose weight. she's got fancl slimming pills,personal trainer, and erm..sensible diet. she will lose weight yah??? i hope. sometimes i hafta thank her abit because she lets me know lots of information about calories, fats, and stuff. most of the times when she's telling me what she has read about from all those books , (all about dieting and how to lose weight) i wasn't really listening to her. i was either busy doing my stuff or..erm..just wasn't listening. but i do listen to some important stuff like which food is most fattening. hahaha and yes today..i've learnt something new. yes again. do you actually know that there's a difference in the calories between dried wanton mee and soup wanton mee??? yes there is in fact a HUGE difference. dried wanton mee is about 500 calories while the soup one onli has 200 calories! so people, start eating soup wanton mee today! haha and yes would you eat kaya or peanut butter??? the ans is eat peanut butter though it seems more fattening but in actual fact peanut butter contain more healthy fats than kaya and kaya contain alot of saturated fat. so eat peanut butter in the future kays?? hahaha and yes one very important part. STOP EATING BA CHO MEE( MINCE MEAT NOODLE) !!!! its so damn fattening. very. around 700 calories or more than that. my god. haha..thanks sis =) i really appreciate you telling me all those fact. haha and yes also thanks to her new personal trainer for telling her all that so that she can tell me. haha
alright, sometimes i look at my mum amd dad and i wonder, do they really still love each other now??? or is it just for the sake of us, for the sake of this family that they're stilll together. from young till now, i've heard my mum yell " i want a divorce! " but they're still together till now. haha its not that i'm not happy that they're still together la. of cos i'm happy la. haha...but i'm just wondering ma. or is it that my mum just say those sooo hurting words to scare my dad??? hahah poor dad. my mum is kinda fierce i think. not at all loving wife, loving mum. always yell at my dad scolding him stupid infront of us, i mean my dad also have pride yah?? no wonder sometimes my dad yell back at her. i don't blame him. haha..they're just funny la. i remember there's once when mum is real angry at dad and they had cold war for months. mum even asked us " you wanna follow mummy or daddy? " when i heard this i thought they are really going to divorce for real this time. they did not talk to each other for months. even if they did they shout at each other over some silly stuff. not talk kay. then mum even said things like"tues see me at the lawyer office". i was half shock half expected that. then when i really accepted the fact that ok my parents is really going to get a divorce this time...they manage to talk things out. -___-""" i was abit..sian diao. hahaha i mean its all so real. my mum can really go take part in the acting contest. she'll win i think. haha but she never know how sad i was when i first hear her say those words but not now anymore cos i'm kinda used to it and yes even though till now and then i still hear my mum yell " i want a divorce! ", i didn't really give much thought about it because i know that won't ever happen , at least not for now. =)
alright, sometimes i look at my mum amd dad and i wonder, do they really still love each other now??? or is it just for the sake of us, for the sake of this family that they're stilll together. from young till now, i've heard my mum yell " i want a divorce! " but they're still together till now. haha its not that i'm not happy that they're still together la. of cos i'm happy la. haha...but i'm just wondering ma. or is it that my mum just say those sooo hurting words to scare my dad??? hahah poor dad. my mum is kinda fierce i think. not at all loving wife, loving mum. always yell at my dad scolding him stupid infront of us, i mean my dad also have pride yah?? no wonder sometimes my dad yell back at her. i don't blame him. haha..they're just funny la. i remember there's once when mum is real angry at dad and they had cold war for months. mum even asked us " you wanna follow mummy or daddy? " when i heard this i thought they are really going to divorce for real this time. they did not talk to each other for months. even if they did they shout at each other over some silly stuff. not talk kay. then mum even said things like"tues see me at the lawyer office". i was half shock half expected that. then when i really accepted the fact that ok my parents is really going to get a divorce this time...they manage to talk things out. -___-""" i was abit..sian diao. hahaha i mean its all so real. my mum can really go take part in the acting contest. she'll win i think. haha but she never know how sad i was when i first hear her say those words but not now anymore cos i'm kinda used to it and yes even though till now and then i still hear my mum yell " i want a divorce! ", i didn't really give much thought about it because i know that won't ever happen , at least not for now. =)
what we could have been, 2:15 PM.
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
*yawns* The fishball noodle look alike teacher is talking away again..ahaha she teaching us how to insert a cross reference in Mircosoft Word! yes microsoft word.haha lame right but then again if she never teach i also don't know how to do also. hahahaha.
oh now she's teaching how to creat tables of content and i'm stuck. haha somebody help me~
oh now she's teaching how to creat tables of content and i'm stuck. haha somebody help me~
what we could have been, 5:56 AM.
Sunday, July 17, 2005
alright let me update for those days when i haven't blog.
Friday
hmm..went to kbox in the morning..the klunch package and the menu there was like..not very nice. when the person says "oh we only have hai nan chickenrice,curry chicken rice and soya chicken rice" i almost faint. haha..its like all instant chicken rice how nice how it be yah? haha i ate hai nan chicken rice btw but i hardly finish it. then after that went to kpool.i didn't play cos i don't know how to. ever since that time he try to teach me..i know i don't have the potiential already so i just stood there and watch them play. ate mos burger for dinner...haha when dick came back with his burger..we ask him " what you eat??" then he say " mos burger" then we went like " don't be stupid la...what you eat!?" haha then he say " mos burger" then we realise its realli mos burger. hahahha i mean i don't know there's really a burger called mos burger. maybe i'm abit mountain tortoise?? haha.
Saturday
alright went to scott's house to study for statistics. and yah..we did actually study for like..erm..2 hours? or more than. then after that went to eat zhu chao. kind nice and the best part we don't hafta pay single cents because scott treat us! haha..but was feeling kinda bad la..he didn't want to take our money know?? haha. and yah the journey from yishun to home was torturing. the bus was full of cockroach. yes..small big medium cockroach also have. its all around me. and i was like like half wanting to cry and half wanting to scream.but i didn't cos all the people on the bus, except me, don't give a damn about those cockroaches and some even lean on the window..yucks!!! sometimes i wish i can be like them too but i know its impossible la .and yes i didn't dare to put my legs down so my leg was kinda cramp after that and my back too cos i sat straight up. its only my butt and maybe only a little bit of them is really sitting on the cushion lo. imagine??? sitting like that for like whole half and hours??? haha when i alight the bus i almost hear my legs say things like " yeah!!!! finally", haha and after that i finally realise that how clean SBS buses are. i mean why can't translink be more clean?? like at least kill all those cockroaches la.and also people who eat on bus should...stop doing that..because you would attract pest and causes poor people like me who suffer on the bus. haha alright??? okay.
Today
Happy birthday to shing!! happy birthday to you~ happy birthday to you~ happy birthday to you~~ happy birthday to you~ *yeah*
haha..just woke up not long ago and here i am blogging. and yes..today i haven't do much except blogging and erm..i'm waiting for my lunch! sis took so long to buy my lunch. hungry...so so hungry~ =(
Friday
hmm..went to kbox in the morning..the klunch package and the menu there was like..not very nice. when the person says "oh we only have hai nan chickenrice,curry chicken rice and soya chicken rice" i almost faint. haha..its like all instant chicken rice how nice how it be yah? haha i ate hai nan chicken rice btw but i hardly finish it. then after that went to kpool.i didn't play cos i don't know how to. ever since that time he try to teach me..i know i don't have the potiential already so i just stood there and watch them play. ate mos burger for dinner...haha when dick came back with his burger..we ask him " what you eat??" then he say " mos burger" then we went like " don't be stupid la...what you eat!?" haha then he say " mos burger" then we realise its realli mos burger. hahahha i mean i don't know there's really a burger called mos burger. maybe i'm abit mountain tortoise?? haha.
Saturday
alright went to scott's house to study for statistics. and yah..we did actually study for like..erm..2 hours? or more than. then after that went to eat zhu chao. kind nice and the best part we don't hafta pay single cents because scott treat us! haha..but was feeling kinda bad la..he didn't want to take our money know?? haha. and yah the journey from yishun to home was torturing. the bus was full of cockroach. yes..small big medium cockroach also have. its all around me. and i was like like half wanting to cry and half wanting to scream.but i didn't cos all the people on the bus, except me, don't give a damn about those cockroaches and some even lean on the window..yucks!!! sometimes i wish i can be like them too but i know its impossible la .and yes i didn't dare to put my legs down so my leg was kinda cramp after that and my back too cos i sat straight up. its only my butt and maybe only a little bit of them is really sitting on the cushion lo. imagine??? sitting like that for like whole half and hours??? haha when i alight the bus i almost hear my legs say things like " yeah!!!! finally", haha and after that i finally realise that how clean SBS buses are. i mean why can't translink be more clean?? like at least kill all those cockroaches la.and also people who eat on bus should...stop doing that..because you would attract pest and causes poor people like me who suffer on the bus. haha alright??? okay.
Today
Happy birthday to shing!! happy birthday to you~ happy birthday to you~ happy birthday to you~~ happy birthday to you~ *yeah*
haha..just woke up not long ago and here i am blogging. and yes..today i haven't do much except blogging and erm..i'm waiting for my lunch! sis took so long to buy my lunch. hungry...so so hungry~ =(
what we could have been, 1:05 PM.
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
haha shing actually went to post my previous entry -__-""" i haven't complete it yet le. haha but then never mind la.
had business software ica yest and haha i get the chance to re-do the whole test again!! haha and that means..i know most of the answers to the question because we've already discussed the ans before the fishball noodle seller look alike teacher told me that i had to re-do the test because there's something wrong with my diskette. hahahahahaha hmm...at least i'll manage to pass this test right??? haha.
alright haha guess what. just now i'm in the toilet and yah i didn't close the door because i thought i'm just doing small business right so there isn't a need to close the door and also i thought my dad had already gone off to work and so...that means theres further more no more reason for me to actually close the door cos i'm alone at home. and of cos that was what i thought la.then while i'm doing my small business, my dad, yes he actually came in and saw..erm..me sitting on the toiletbowl but he didn't saw my erm..you know what la cos my tee is long enough to cover ma..haha and ya hes actually pai seh le!!! haha i didn't know my dad would be embarassed just because he saw me sitting on the toiletbowl. HAHAHAHA...i mean he would have seen me naked when i'm young right??? haha even the most sensitive part he would also have already seen before isn't it? haha but i guess there's still a difference la. hahahahahahaha
my dad is cute yah? hahaha
had business software ica yest and haha i get the chance to re-do the whole test again!! haha and that means..i know most of the answers to the question because we've already discussed the ans before the fishball noodle seller look alike teacher told me that i had to re-do the test because there's something wrong with my diskette. hahahahahaha hmm...at least i'll manage to pass this test right??? haha.
alright haha guess what. just now i'm in the toilet and yah i didn't close the door because i thought i'm just doing small business right so there isn't a need to close the door and also i thought my dad had already gone off to work and so...that means theres further more no more reason for me to actually close the door cos i'm alone at home. and of cos that was what i thought la.then while i'm doing my small business, my dad, yes he actually came in and saw..erm..me sitting on the toiletbowl but he didn't saw my erm..you know what la cos my tee is long enough to cover ma..haha and ya hes actually pai seh le!!! haha i didn't know my dad would be embarassed just because he saw me sitting on the toiletbowl. HAHAHAHA...i mean he would have seen me naked when i'm young right??? haha even the most sensitive part he would also have already seen before isn't it? haha but i guess there's still a difference la. hahahahahahaha
my dad is cute yah? hahaha
what we could have been, 7:45 PM.
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
alright damn all those guys in my class..specially JIN FU, DICKSON, SCOTT because they actually read out loud what i'm blogging. isn't that sickening???? yes they are. haha..they make me laugh till HAHAHA
~to be continued...
~to be continued...
what we could have been, 3:57 PM.
Monday, July 11, 2005
argh!!! guess what??? i just blog finish and when i press the publish..the whole thing dissapear!!! yes just like that. what the..i'm not gonna blog for today agian i guess. hahaha
what we could have been, 8:33 PM.
Thursday, July 07, 2005
i'm in school now blogging while i'm having the effective skills lab lesson. haha ;) i've lots and lots of project to do!!! and we haven't even started and now we have one more effective skills project added to the list. oh man! but then again...we're going to mic house to stay over night to do the project!!! yeah!! i'm sure its gonna be fun! haha..imagine us eating instant noodle in the middle of the night and chit chatting away..er no..should be concentrating on doin our report.haha.
well, hmm...where should i go for my dinner???? north canteen is out cos the food there is so damn not for human consumsion ( is it spell correctly??? haha whatever). erm..south canteen..the food there is alright but i just went there yesterday..soo...aiyo!!! why can't nyp have more canteen for us to choose from??? sadded :( i'm soooo hungry.
well, hmm...where should i go for my dinner???? north canteen is out cos the food there is so damn not for human consumsion ( is it spell correctly??? haha whatever). erm..south canteen..the food there is alright but i just went there yesterday..soo...aiyo!!! why can't nyp have more canteen for us to choose from??? sadded :( i'm soooo hungry.
what we could have been, 3:10 PM.
hey i saw david beckham!!!!! yes i saw him real live. haha..i know its abit outdated cos everybody from nyp that saw him would have already blog that two days ago but then..i still wanna blog. haha...he's so so so so soooooo handsome. really really handsome. 100% charming. haha...i told my sis about it and she didn't quite believed what i said. she went like "siao, don't bluff me la" haha...but i did really really REALLY saw him!!! hahahahaha ;)
what we could have been, 11:12 AM.
Monday, July 04, 2005
well today is just like any other day..without him. was just chatting with janet about looking forward to everyday and stuff but then for me, it seems to be nothing for me to look forward to cos he's no longer around. maybe look forward to him coming back but the possibility is like...zero cos i know he's not gonna be back so soon. *sighs* its funny how someone would affect me that much..i never thought that i would like someone that much. aiyo!! alright shall not blog about this kinda sad stuff.
alright, today sch's fine...went temple with janet and her parents after sch. haha..then came home to have my dinner and yah dinner is nice. mummy cook the...er..rice,soup,and the erm..ah vegetables and...whats that call?? erm..aiya she just cook something nice la. haha then da-dah!! here i am blogging about my boring life. seriously i think i lead a damn boring life le..like everyday's the same routine. SO BORING. ah!! but i can make my life not so boring by...shopping!! haha and yah..i wanna buy nail polish!! =) any kind soul wanna buy for me??? i would really really really and i mean REALLY appreciate that. haha...lalalalalalala
alright, today sch's fine...went temple with janet and her parents after sch. haha..then came home to have my dinner and yah dinner is nice. mummy cook the...er..rice,soup,and the erm..ah vegetables and...whats that call?? erm..aiya she just cook something nice la. haha then da-dah!! here i am blogging about my boring life. seriously i think i lead a damn boring life le..like everyday's the same routine. SO BORING. ah!! but i can make my life not so boring by...shopping!! haha and yah..i wanna buy nail polish!! =) any kind soul wanna buy for me??? i would really really really and i mean REALLY appreciate that. haha...lalalalalalala
what we could have been, 9:10 PM.
Sunday, July 03, 2005
hmmm.stayed at home today.think about lots of stuff, and of cos most of them is about him.i guess i still think of him alot, its like he's never been out of my mind ever since..yah you know what i mean.kept thinking about the letter he wrote..does he really mean what he said? whatever.i don't know. alright...cousin asked where is him and i don't know what to say. should i tell the truth??? better not yah? i guess i shouldn't have stayed at home...haha because stay at home = nothing to do = think alot. haha..see??? ya so people asked me out more often..oh maybe buy some gifts for me..i would cheer up a LITTLE :x haha..i need to do some shopping..there's lots of things to buy but the only problem is i don't have that kind of money.
well suddenly i realised that i'm quite a good girl you know? as in i've done most of my tutorial and yah that makes me a GOOD girl. *pat on my shoulder* yeah..i'm a good girl. haha..gonna study hard and yah achieve good results and also not let him down because i remembered he said something like.."study hard ok?" and i nodded my head so...i have to study hard. haha..aiya conclusion..i'm a good girl la. =)
and yah..i want to lose some weight..just some please??? but i don't want to forgo my favourite chocolates and also sweets and most importantly i don't want to exercise. haha tell me how to. anyone??? in that case..i would concentrate in losing weight then i would think less of him. yeah!! good idea hor? haha so people faster go and find out ways to lose weight. thanks =)
well suddenly i realised that i'm quite a good girl you know? as in i've done most of my tutorial and yah that makes me a GOOD girl. *pat on my shoulder* yeah..i'm a good girl. haha..gonna study hard and yah achieve good results and also not let him down because i remembered he said something like.."study hard ok?" and i nodded my head so...i have to study hard. haha..aiya conclusion..i'm a good girl la. =)
and yah..i want to lose some weight..just some please??? but i don't want to forgo my favourite chocolates and also sweets and most importantly i don't want to exercise. haha tell me how to. anyone??? in that case..i would concentrate in losing weight then i would think less of him. yeah!! good idea hor? haha so people faster go and find out ways to lose weight. thanks =)
what we could have been, 5:42 PM.
Saturday, July 02, 2005
well well, today has been a erm..better day than yesterday but i guess it will just get better each day yah so i say today is better than yesterday but worse than tomorrow. haha..whatever. alright mum's cooking the lor ba now...smell so nice. i wanna eat! ok. hmm..went town today with janet.bought a belt and yah nothing else..kind of sad but then never mind..saving up is good. =) i guess shopping just cheer up me a lil yah. just wanna divert my attention and try not to think of him that much but then i guess...i'll still think of him la but never mind..its good to think about all those happy times we spent together but sometimes it makes me want him more and yah more by my side. hm..his mum called today, read his letter to me and yah..i'm abit touched by what he said. he've trust in me! hahaha...but still i don't know what will happens 2 year from now yah so..lets just wait and see.
i can't deny and i won't deny that i'm still sad or should i say sian that this kinda things happen but who knows what god has plan for me and him..us. i guess i need time to maybe..sort my feelings out or maybe just accept things as it is..give me some time alright?? i'm sure i can do it. haha...
i can't deny and i won't deny that i'm still sad or should i say sian that this kinda things happen but who knows what god has plan for me and him..us. i guess i need time to maybe..sort my feelings out or maybe just accept things as it is..give me some time alright?? i'm sure i can do it. haha...
what we could have been, 11:06 PM.
Friday, July 01, 2005
i'm so lonely...i'm mr lonely..damn the radio la..these kind of song.why can't they just have some not-so-sad and not those songs that remind me of all the loneliness i'm feeling?? whatever. woke up at 2 today..thinking of what is he doing now, will he ever stop liking me?? hah i know its silly la but then i would still worry about that thou the possibily of me to stop liking him is much much and i mean MUCH greater than him not liking me :x
alright, today's been a very VERY boring day...my mind just can't seems to stop thinking about him,thinking about the two damn years. but never mind..i guess as time goes by..i would think less of him yah? alright, mum's beside me..looking at what i'm typing but never mind cos she can't read and understand english.hah..so i can still continue to blog what i wanna blog. gonna meet up with janet later to collect my tank top that i send for altering and its ready for collection and i just realised something...i don't have money to pay the auntie.haha..she's gonna kill me..eh..no..i'll borrow money from my mum. alright shall stop here.
alright, today's been a very VERY boring day...my mind just can't seems to stop thinking about him,thinking about the two damn years. but never mind..i guess as time goes by..i would think less of him yah? alright, mum's beside me..looking at what i'm typing but never mind cos she can't read and understand english.hah..so i can still continue to blog what i wanna blog. gonna meet up with janet later to collect my tank top that i send for altering and its ready for collection and i just realised something...i don't have money to pay the auntie.haha..she's gonna kill me..eh..no..i'll borrow money from my mum. alright shall stop here.
what we could have been, 4:22 PM.
