Friday, September 29, 2006
good morning =) haha today's my last day of work!!! am so happy. looking forward to 5:45pm. But sadly, today i think i will be staying back awhile more cos i needa wait for my manager to sign my time-sheet and then still hafta fax it back to the recruit room. i guess maybe i'll only be able to leave at maybe 6plus. sign...but nevermind yah its my last day. haha
wore the heels i bought from gripz during chinese new year and its the second time i'm wearing it but then...kinda regret. haha i can practically hear my toes crying. haha had a great hard time walking la but still hafta walk as if my feet doesn't hurt. so pitiful. sign..can't imagine later i've to help them deliver doc again. sure will die de. =( hafta go bank today somemore..bank in their cheques..argh!!! shouldn't have wear this heels today.
wore the heels i bought from gripz during chinese new year and its the second time i'm wearing it but then...kinda regret. haha i can practically hear my toes crying. haha had a great hard time walking la but still hafta walk as if my feet doesn't hurt. so pitiful. sign..can't imagine later i've to help them deliver doc again. sure will die de. =( hafta go bank today somemore..bank in their cheques..argh!!! shouldn't have wear this heels today.
what we could have been, 11:14 AM.
Thursday, September 28, 2006
its only 9:39pm now and i'm already sleeping alittle sleepy. although hands are tired but i just thought i could come in and blog about how SWEET my colleagues are. you know, tomorrows my last day and they bought me some kind of gift. i guess its a farewell gift to wish me well after i quit and stuff. I know its no big deal, thats what my sis said la, but then i just thought its really very sweet of them to buy me something. And its not just all buy one. I've recieved two gifts today. am really shock and happy la. i'm only a temp there and i'm only there for like one month?? yep. one month and they still bother to buy me something when i leave. They said i'm very helpful. hahahaha is it true???? i don't know le..most of the time i'm staring blank..is that consider being helpful??? oh maybe they meant helpful as in helpful in helping them to finish the curry puff, samosas, sweet potato fritters, tutu kueh, egg tarts, beancurd and etc. hahaha will definitely miss them. them as in the food. hahaha
what we could have been, 9:43 PM.
hmm...me now is skiving again. hahahaha just now my manager saw me chat and surf the net again. Sign...and that explain why i've quite a couple of things to do today. haha haven't really slack till now. I've finish all their stupid job lo...pantry item also want me to check and decide for them. it's like as if i order some poison they also wanna consume ah. hahaha anyway i'm not that mean la. its good to have bo liao things like that to do. at least it keeps me occupied. haha and now i'm able to blog is cos my manager went out of the office. hee hee. later when she come back i can't blog already. hahaha anyway tomorrow is my last day already.
hmm..anyway there's nth much to blog about anyway. the grandma thingy is just too....sign..the usual stuff la. her behavior is becoming worse day by day. haha behave more and more irritating.
hmm..anyway there's nth much to blog about anyway. the grandma thingy is just too....sign..the usual stuff la. her behavior is becoming worse day by day. haha behave more and more irritating.
what we could have been, 11:09 AM.
Wednesday, September 27, 2006
Good morning!!! haha..am so bored. and cold also. The air con here is like..nyp's. haha like bu yong qian de. hahaha sign...its only 10:00am now and its like...hm...still have a long day to go. wah..so sian. today there's no data for me to key in or stuff like that so..i only hafta sit there and smile at whoever walking past my desk and of cos try to ACT busy. you know, act busy is really very tiring de...especially when you've REALLY nothing to do. hmm...ya i think i'm becoming more and more auntie since i started this temp job. ahah because all the people here is auntie and uncle and in order for me to blend in, i've to be like them. Talk old, behave old and be old. haha..and and also, most importantly is to know how to squeeze yourself in the train even if there's really no space, you still hafta squeeze your way in if not..you'll be late for work and have your pay deducted. So given the choice, i would of cos squeeze la. But the thing is there's a art of sqeezing but i would say i've only master half of it. haha but at least nowadays i manage to sqeeze in all the time. And another thing is after you get in the train, you must know where to stand if not, you'll either be molested by those ah pek or that you'll be smelling those aunties who-never- wash- their- hair head. It's kinda bad and sometimes there maybe more than one of the smelly head in front of you. hahahaha in situation like this, normally i would try to shift myself abit la..but if really can't i will let out some sound of frustration to let them know their standing too close to me and their head is smelly. hahaha but when they still doesn't get my hints, then i would act as if i've accidently step on their toes and then normally they would shift away from me for fear of me accidently step on them again. hahaha
working life is really boring i would say. Its like no life. everday the same routine. wake up, go work, go home,sleep then this cycle repeats itself everday. and at work, even worst, go in early in the morning hafta stare blank already...then try to pass some time by thinking of what to eat for lunch and then after lunch..start counting down to 5:45pm so that i can rush home and rest. But now its even worst since my grandmum is at my house and when i get home, i couldn't really get the kind of resti wanted. even though i stay in my room all the time but she will also make noise outside the door. she's really such a attention seeker. the more you ignore her the more noise she make. but the thing is why can't she realise nobody wants to talk to her no matter how much noise she's going to make? sign..haha i may sound very bad and black hearted or whatever to describe a unfillial grand-daughter but because this is not the normal grandmum i have, i've to behave this way. haha i don't understand why she wanna make life so difficult for herself. i know she's sick and old but then also don't needa be like that right? sign...next time i swear i'm not going to live till so old. haha opps..my boss saw me surfing the net. die die.
working life is really boring i would say. Its like no life. everday the same routine. wake up, go work, go home,sleep then this cycle repeats itself everday. and at work, even worst, go in early in the morning hafta stare blank already...then try to pass some time by thinking of what to eat for lunch and then after lunch..start counting down to 5:45pm so that i can rush home and rest. But now its even worst since my grandmum is at my house and when i get home, i couldn't really get the kind of resti wanted. even though i stay in my room all the time but she will also make noise outside the door. she's really such a attention seeker. the more you ignore her the more noise she make. but the thing is why can't she realise nobody wants to talk to her no matter how much noise she's going to make? sign..haha i may sound very bad and black hearted or whatever to describe a unfillial grand-daughter but because this is not the normal grandmum i have, i've to behave this way. haha i don't understand why she wanna make life so difficult for herself. i know she's sick and old but then also don't needa be like that right? sign...next time i swear i'm not going to live till so old. haha opps..my boss saw me surfing the net. die die.
what we could have been, 10:02 AM.
Tuesday, September 26, 2006
*yawnz* haven't been really able to get a good night sleep since grandma is here. she doesn't need any sleep i guess.always wake up in the middle of the night to walk about and disturb others while we're sleeping. she would yell and shout la. whatever she can do or say just to wake us up. She's sick. really. ArGh!!! can't stand her la. This morning when i wake up she's at the door trying to open the door( i lock my door la) and it scare the hell out of me lo..then when i told her not to open the door cos my sis is still sleeping she don't wanna listen and just keep mumbling don't know what. In the end, my mum hafta wake up to stop here from her irritating action. Sometimes its not that i wan to talk bad about her or anything like that but its just that the more time she's at our place, the more i dislike her. Can't help to. Its like everything she do i also feel disgusted. hahaha. yesterday she use her hand to pick and play at the omelete that is meant for eating. For goodness sake la, people still wanna eat and moreover who knows what dirty things she's touch before picking at the egg. She has caused food wastage lo. haha cos nobody dare to eat after her touching and playing. She remind me of my pet hamster coco or anyone of them, always play with the food and then will move the food from the kitchen table to their "territory" for fear of....hmm...don't know what. haha
Recently, everythings doesn't seems to go right for me..grandma thingy and also the tep thingy. The teacher had misunderstand me and thought that i request for a later attachment when actually i've only asked for to let me know of my posting earlier so that i can serve a notice before i quit right. And now, when everybody already know of their posting, i have none because the teacher say she's finding a post that she can post me to that i can start later. what the....i really appreciate her effort..really but then its just that i've already told my employer i'm quiting and then now..is like liang tou bu zhao an. sign...and i will only be able to know of my posting on 2 oct the orientation itself. And i do really hope that she will find me a posting to at least with someone i know cos i don't wanna be alone. It really suck la.
I guess, someday during my lunch break, i ought to go down to the kwan in temple to pray. Anyway its been such a long time since i went down and i guess i would also feel better after praying. haha...
Recently, everythings doesn't seems to go right for me..grandma thingy and also the tep thingy. The teacher had misunderstand me and thought that i request for a later attachment when actually i've only asked for to let me know of my posting earlier so that i can serve a notice before i quit right. And now, when everybody already know of their posting, i have none because the teacher say she's finding a post that she can post me to that i can start later. what the....i really appreciate her effort..really but then its just that i've already told my employer i'm quiting and then now..is like liang tou bu zhao an. sign...and i will only be able to know of my posting on 2 oct the orientation itself. And i do really hope that she will find me a posting to at least with someone i know cos i don't wanna be alone. It really suck la.
I guess, someday during my lunch break, i ought to go down to the kwan in temple to pray. Anyway its been such a long time since i went down and i guess i would also feel better after praying. haha...
what we could have been, 10:19 AM.
Friday, September 22, 2006
Its been don't how many donkey month since i last blogged. haha but i'm really too bored liao so here i am blogging again! haha and somemore today my manager not in the office so i can surf net. hahahaha...anyway i'm leaving soon also. next week my last week. sign....all because of the stupid tep. am really afraid that i'll be alone lo...mic and scott so good..kana the same stopover. i really really PRAY that i won't be alone..at least with shing or what also can. hahahaha so long as got someone from our class to accompany me can le. =)
sign* my grandma is at our house now..i think she'll only leave next week or maybe even later. My auntie says she need a break. i really understand how she feel. with grandma staying at their house for so long...and they still haven't go crazy i think its really something worth celebrating. Its not that we despise grandma or anything like that, but its just that mayb we don;t have the patience of that of a nurse or caregivers. we're just normally human being who will feel irritated when someone tries to ask you the same old question for like 20 over times in an hour??? hello??? we still needa do other things other than answering her question. and whats more, i think her condition is getting worse day by day la...now everytime shit and urine anywhere. to phrase it in a more bad way..it is simply to say " a untrained dog" . Its ok if she pass already ADMIT and then allow the maid to wash for her. and its the maid who's washing for her not her washing herself lo...still so stubborn and instead of that, she DENY she has shit in her pants or anywhere and SCOLD and BEAT the maid. its like really horrible i guess. sign** and one thing i really dislike is that she realli know how to act one la...in front of mum she will behave like a child and not curse or swear but just sit there very quietly and laugh at the tv. But when mum turn's around or when she's not at home at all, she starts her daily ritual of cursing and swearing again.
she's been at our house for around one week??? or even lesser than that and i can already feel my life's changing because of her. i had to forgo my own bed and sleep at the mattress, had to sleep in another room, had to close the door just in case she comes around and bother me, had to try to stay in my room all the time,... and many others had to because of her. hmm..now i really know what my cousin they all really feel when she's there at their house.
hahaha..its really amazing how much i can dislike my own grandma taken into account that i once like her and had take pity on her. but then now.....i don't know. aiya..but at least i've to thank her to allow me to blog about her and therefore help me to pass time when i'm really bored at work. its 2:20pm now..and its like 3 and a half more hour to go before i knock off work. *sign....
sign* my grandma is at our house now..i think she'll only leave next week or maybe even later. My auntie says she need a break. i really understand how she feel. with grandma staying at their house for so long...and they still haven't go crazy i think its really something worth celebrating. Its not that we despise grandma or anything like that, but its just that mayb we don;t have the patience of that of a nurse or caregivers. we're just normally human being who will feel irritated when someone tries to ask you the same old question for like 20 over times in an hour??? hello??? we still needa do other things other than answering her question. and whats more, i think her condition is getting worse day by day la...now everytime shit and urine anywhere. to phrase it in a more bad way..it is simply to say " a untrained dog" . Its ok if she pass already ADMIT and then allow the maid to wash for her. and its the maid who's washing for her not her washing herself lo...still so stubborn and instead of that, she DENY she has shit in her pants or anywhere and SCOLD and BEAT the maid. its like really horrible i guess. sign** and one thing i really dislike is that she realli know how to act one la...in front of mum she will behave like a child and not curse or swear but just sit there very quietly and laugh at the tv. But when mum turn's around or when she's not at home at all, she starts her daily ritual of cursing and swearing again.
she's been at our house for around one week??? or even lesser than that and i can already feel my life's changing because of her. i had to forgo my own bed and sleep at the mattress, had to sleep in another room, had to close the door just in case she comes around and bother me, had to try to stay in my room all the time,... and many others had to because of her. hmm..now i really know what my cousin they all really feel when she's there at their house.
hahaha..its really amazing how much i can dislike my own grandma taken into account that i once like her and had take pity on her. but then now.....i don't know. aiya..but at least i've to thank her to allow me to blog about her and therefore help me to pass time when i'm really bored at work. its 2:20pm now..and its like 3 and a half more hour to go before i knock off work. *sign....
what we could have been, 2:03 PM.
